I really want to do something that you'll like for your birthday.
Please don't accept what i say due to a lack of better ideas.
It is so horrible to rack my brains thinking and planning
only to have you making other plans or coming up with alternatives just so easily.
Yes.
I do know that you have no other plans in mind.
But really.
If you really like my idea... why are you considering others?

Perhaps its just me again.
Always making plans.
Me making plans which you might not like.
Plans which you accept for the lack of better?
Plans which you accept just to make me happy?

I much rather if you will tell me if you would rather do something else.
Will i feel better when one day you turn around and tell me you never wanted to do them.
But felt compel to.
How will i feel then?
What is the difference?

One day.
When you cease to like me, everything that had happened would feel like a compulsion.
Perhaps.

I just wanted to plan something to do that you will enjoy.
If only i know what.
If only you will tell me.
I really hate guessing anymore.
What if i am wrong?
I don't think i can affort to be wrong anymore.